So I'm an escort....

It's only been 2 weeks since I started out as a "sex worker" - not on the street, or in a brothel - I'm a private escort who works for herself, making appointments via email or on the phone.

Most of my friends know, my parents don't. I think the shock would probably kill them. That, or they'd disown me.

I've been lucky in that I haven't had any shocking clients yet, but then, I haven't that many clients to begin with! I work full time during the day in an office, so can't do all the jobs I'm requested for.

I had 2 back-to-back appointments booked tonight, both fairly high paying jobs too, but due to my totally shite mood today I've decided to cancel them.

Am now KICKING myself for the loss of money. They would gotten me that bit closer to my goal.

I just had one of those "OMG I'm a WHORE" days today, and I (stupidly) let it get the best of me. Stupid stupid stupid.

But then again, one client had requested golden showers (which I've never done before) so I guess it was a blessing...