The Brothel

I went and had an interview at a brothel last night - very eye opening. The girls are so nice, the manager was amazing, gave me a tour, told me everything, even answered all my stupid, naive questions!!

So I was offered a shift, and I said "Yes! Definitely!" and then I went home.

I thought about it. I thought about my day job. I thought about my friends, my family. I thought about how people in my house just throw the word "whore" around and laugh, and don't think that it actually affects me.

So I'm quitting the biz. I thought I would've lasted longer than a month! I'm a bit ashamed to say I can't do it anymore.

This lifestyle is WAAAAY too attractive to me! And I need my day job as a regular income, but part of me just wants to give my notice and go work in the brothel.

Being in there it just felt so natural, and so right, like I belonged there! And that scared me, because I never wanted to make sex work a long term career, just a short dalliance to pay off my debts. But I can see how I could make it a longer term....looking after myself, gym, working hard - you really could have it all.

But I couldn't have my friends support...