HUUUUGE storm on Sunday afternoon at my place! It was crazy! Brisbane has apparently been declared a "natural disaster zone" as well - it's pretty bad. I couldn't get to work yesterday due to my street being blocked by fallen trees and powerlines! We have heaps of trees down all over the property and a smashed window, but compared to some other houses, we came out of this thing pretty well!!
Plus on top of all that, we still don't have any power (it's Tuesday) and it might not be restored until tomorrow morning! Gah! Oh and the water is contaminated so it all has to be boiled before drinking! GAH!
So last night I went and stayed at His place which I was very grateful for. Until we started arguing. But I know I'm to blame as well, instead of listening to him and taking in what he's saying, I just react and get upset which leads to me being bitchy. And me being bitchy is never good for me - I always end up being the one who gets the most upset!
Somewhere along the line, we started talking again, and I started talking about getting back together (which was unusual because normally I plan these "speeches" well in advance!!!) and he's going to think about it!
I know he has doubts, and I completely understand them, I wish I could do something to convince him I'm a different person now!
I really hope he decides to try again...I know I would be a great partner to him this time, and we wouldnt break up again. I love him with all my heart, and I would do anything (within reason) for him. I just want to make him happy.
I'm trying to just not bring it up with him (which is easy right now because I'm at work!) because I know he wants time to think without me pushing. But I just want to know! I swear I am the most impatient person on the planet! But I do know from past experience that if I push, he will definitely say no, so I will continue on with what I've got to do, and hopefully he'll make the decision "YES"!!
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